Yesterday there was no time to think about anything but work and rushing home to pick up the kids and take them to their various activities. I was exhausted last night. I did well on my eating and am getting excited and challenged to reach my first big goal of weighing under 200. A co-worker is at 230 and we are helping each other and will celebrate when we are both under 200. I can't wait to feel comfortable again. My ultimate goal is to weigh 155. I was 130 and 135 at my pre-pregnancy weight so I am being realistic in my goal.
My 83 year old mother and my brother and his wife are flying in tomorrow from MN to visit for a week. I haven't seen them in 3 years. I am excited and of course being me...ANXIOUS!!! Anxiety for me is wanting to eat anything and everything. We will be staying at a house by the beach. I am working on removing that anxiety and just relaxing into the vision of spending quality time. GAWD.....I am a mess....my poor kids....if they only new all the insecurities in their mother.
AFter today I have a week off from work!!
I am handing my day over and that includes my anxiety and fears. Dear God, fill me with your healing and loving spirit. Hold my hand and remove my fears so I can feel your love and the beautiful day and blessings you have given me in my life. I hand my life over to you Dear Lord....show me your way.
Happy Thursday:)