I realized yesterday that a depression is looming over me and threatening to take over. I am NOT going to let it conquer me. Fear seems to be the biggest emotion and that is why I am stuck here in limbo. If I don't move in any direction I have nothing to fear. Yet, this limbo is causing an anxiety that is becoming unbearable. UGH....OK......this little insight is good and something to ponder. A little seed has been planted and instead of jumping in head first I am going to nurture that little seed with some love and understanding.

I weighed myself this AM and am back down to 222. I feel I have a handle on my diet. That is a good feeling.

Time to take the boy to school and get to work. OH!!! It is St. Patrick's day today:) I am Scandinavian from head to toe but cannot ignore the leprichan magic of today:)